you say he is a friend

i asked but you said is a friend
yes i did ask
what kind of a friend is he
is he a friend you talk to
is he a friend in need

yes i asked but you said is a friend
is he an accidental friend
why a sudden friend
is he harvesting the holy food
is he going under the white sheet with you

you said he is a friend
what kind of friend is that
my spirit is full of anger
i feel lied to a million
my soup is being sipped by a friend

my mind is weak, my manhood is questioned
my integrity as a man is demoted
my lips are sttutering
i said to myself walk tall
but is he a friend,...lying