i tried

i tried but i failed;
yes i did give it my all yet i failed;
my ghost is so heavy;
i lost the last bone of hope;
i thoght i'm togher than the tough;

i looked up and tears ran down my cheeks;
my voice was vey silent to others;
but i was crying inside with a loud cry;
my head felt to big for me;
yes i tried to be the best i could be;

yes i never faked myself;
the i was impeded by the calamities of life;
some said i am a fool;
i hope i will be who i want to be one day.