How do i feel

how do i feel when we fight;
how do i feel when i see tears on your cheeks;
how do i feel when i dont know myself;
i feel i lost myself to dogs of the world;

how do i feel when you hide your face from me;
how do i feel when african children i assasinated;
how do i feel when the sun set before me;
how do i feel when you are so far but you are close to me:
i feel that i failed to do myself and justice

how do i feel on our first aurgument;
how do i feel when i'm being impossible to her;
how do i feel when all i tried fails;
how do i feel when she needs my shoulder and i'm not there;
i feel not to be deserving her;

i feel a heavy cloud upon the earth;
i feel no lover and no sweet anymore
please forgive me for my insensitivity.